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If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad -- just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you...
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Tonight was really fun. Me and Beau saw Hide and Seek. Effing awesome! Seriously, I haven't seen such a good thriller since The Ring. We both liked it which is always good. And I got to take HIM out because he bought a Ninja Turtles game and had no money, lol.

Mike and Laura, we all need to double date or something. I miss our dates at Denny's :-(


Look at my pictures! If anyone has any pictures of 42nd Street or WSS, send them to me!

2 days.
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    Les Mis
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Stolen from Jewx2.... <3

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
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Here comes the day you say "What for?"

Today was even worse than Sunday... well kind of.

I got up, ate Chick-Fil-A, took Mommy to work (my car is getting fixed), went to AE to talk to Eve, then I came home. I did a bunch of Algebra work (which I did really well on), then went to therapy. Haven't been there in a while. But it was good. I doubt I'll have to go back anytime soon but it was nice just to talk about all my problems instead of keeping it all bottled up.

Then I was on my way down 41 to pick up my mom at work, before we went to get my car. So I'm at the red light at Landings Blvd. and 41 and I got hit really hard in the back. Then I get hit again. And again. I could feel the tears swelling in my eyes. Then I saw the two cars in the middle (the one directly behind me and the one behind that) take off THROUGH the red light. I frantically called my mom and Shannon brought her to where the accident was. This was waaaay worse than the other accidents I've been in....

There were 2 cop cars, a fire truck, and an ambulance. They checked my vitals and I was fine. Then we had to talk to the police and wait for them to write up a report and since the cars sped off, they were asking all kinds of questions about what the cars looked like.

EDIT: They were trucks, not cars. If you see a black Toyota truck that is messed up in front and back PLEASE get the plate number.

Then they tell me I HAVE to go to the hospital. Just to make sure I'm ok. LAME! At this point it is almost 7:00. I called Beauzy earlier to see if he could call Pat and tell her I might not make it there. Apparently I got him and the rest of the cast and crew extremely worried. At the hospital, they basically said I'm fine and I can go. My aunt came and picked up my mom so I could get to the theater as fast as I could. I got there about 7:45. And I was ready to go on at 8. With my fake lashes. My wig. My 5 layers of tights/leotard. I must admit, I am pretty damn proud.

When I pulled up to the theater, Beau was outside and came running up to the car and just held me. I felt so safe. And so cared about and loved. When I ran into the green room up to get dressed, everyone was so happy I was there. It made me feel so good.

So even at the worst of times, it makes it feel better to know people care. Everyone seemed genuinely concerned and so glad I wasn't hurt. Even people I don't know that well. Thank god I was in my mom's minivan. If I was driving Roger... there's no telling what would have happened. I sure as hell wouldn't be typing this entry right now. Possibly never typing anything ever again.... But I'm just so grateful to still be living.

Enough with my trivial prolems...
Travi- I am so sorry about your loss. We all love you so much!
Dylan- I hope your voice feels better! Drink lemon juice, I swear it helps.
Tiffany's ovaries- Feel better! No cysts please.

Tonight's show was shitty all around. But I'm glad I got to be there. And I got to see my baby. Who I love more than anything. And that is all I have to say.

Much love to everyone. Thanks for caring about me...
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    No More- ITW
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Ok... so who died without LJ for a day? UMM I DID! As did all the girls from 42nd Street. Which is going well...

Beau... he was so sad today. His parents were giving him shit all day about nothing. I love him so much, which makes seeing him so upset even worse. I just did the best I could. I gave him hugs and kisses and told him it was okay and I loved him. And he started to feel a little better I think.

The show went well. Sarah and my daddy came. It was my daddy's 2nd time seeing it. He said it was better this time. Yay for us improving!

So there are some things I really don't get. Why will someone act really nice and BFFlike to your face and then go say horrible things behind your back? Like this person has no reason to have anything against me. But it just makes me upset.

Have I mentioned lately how much I adore Raven Merriah Jones? I don't think so. And let me tell you.... I love that girl so freakin much! We keep getting hurt in the train car... First her shoulder. Then my head. Then my arm. Then her knee. But its funny. And we can't stop laughing. And I love it. And I love her. And Birdie... no one will ever replace you. Ever. Like its completely impossible. So don't ever think that again.

I love Beau... and with that, I shall depart.
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    Thank Goodness- Wicked
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"Don't study so much that you get brilliant, go mad, grow a big bald egghead and try to take over the world, okay, 'cause I wanna go shoe shopping this weekend." -Gilmore Girls

DontdreamitbeitR: i love u so much that if you were pee i would be in the bathroom all the time!!!!!!thats a lot of peeso obviously tats a lot of love!

I love Raven....
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[What does your name mean?] Winner
[Birthday?]- June 11th, 1988
[Zodiac Sign?] Gemini
[What are your plans for tonight?] Performing in 42nd Street
[What time is it?] 1:23pm

Have you ever...
[Taken a picture of yourself with a milk mustache and sent it to the milk people?]
[Said "I love you" and not meant it?] most likely
[Gotten into a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish/etc?] hahahahaha YES
[Been to New York?] yes
[California?] no
[Hawaii?] When I was in my mother's womb.
[Mexico?] no
[Philippines?] no

[Had a dream about something really crazy?] all the effing time! i love it.
[Stalked someone?] HAHAHAHAHAHAHA umm.... I stalk people's LJs.
[Had a mud bath?] In the mud pit at Coleman.
[Wished you were the opposite gender?] Yes.... only at certain times of the month.
[Had an imaginary friend?] Honesty, I really didn't.

Pick one
[Apples or Bananas?] apples
[Red or Blue?] Blue
[Wal-Mart or Target?] Love them both, but Wal Mart b/c of the rides outside... cough Dani cough
[Spring or fall?] Spring
[Do you have a boy/girlfriend?] yea
[Santa or Rudolph?] mmmmmmmmmmm JEWISH

Which of your friends...
[Has the most distinct laugh?] Julie Anne Sachs
[Will grow up and be a model?] Raven or Corinne.... but they are allllllllllllllllllllllllllll gorgeous. Seriously.
[Is going to have the most kids?] Jessica... b/c shes hot
[Have you known the longest?] Actually... of people I'm still friends with Jessica... also, Annah, Kristi, Caitlin, Jenna, and Dortch
[Knows you the best?] Dani or Jenna
[Is the loudest?] Dortch
[Is the quietest?] Yellsers... Danielle "Quiet Hun" Feld
[Do you miss the most?] All of FFOTDL and Dani

Just Wondering...
[What are you going to do after you finish this survey?] Eat.
[What was the last meal you ate?] breakfast... Apple and peanut butter
[Are you bored?] nah, just tired
[How many of your buddies are online?] 56... ( I have 198)

Which was the...
[Last movie you saw?] Not in the theater? Mean Girls
[Last noise you heard?] If you were Gay from Avenue Q (my cell phone ringing)
[Last time you were out of state:] August when I took Sarah to college in GA
[MY OBSESSION:] Sooooo many.... Chick Fil A, RENT, Mean Girls, straight hair, eyeliner
[MY FAVORITE THING TO DO:] dance/perform
[I'M WEARING:] jeans and a sweatshirt
[I'M EATING:] nothing
[LISTENING TO:] nothing
[I'M FEELING:] like I need a nap
[I'M THINKING:] I miss Beau
[I SEE:] the screen...?

[food?] Chick-Fil-A anything and Caeser Salad
[drink?] Diet Coke
[color?] pink
[album?] RENT OBC
[shoes?] My AE fake Birk Clogs
[site?] DUH!
[song?] soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many
[vegetable?] Celery... HAHA RAVEN
[fruit?] i love almost all fruit. Kiwi or cantaloupe.
[berry?] Strawberries and sugar... Ok fine... ANYTHING and sugar

Last Person you...
[touched?] Ummm... mommy?
[talked to?] Grandma
[hugged] Mommy
[instant messaged?] Nick
[kissed?] Well my mommy... but eww... So Beau
del studly

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I jinxed myself on the whole Money zipper thing. Yes, that's right... but this time, the WHOLE back of the dress was open. For the entire dance. It was not cool at all. I was so mad. But you know me... I smiled and danced my heart out. Even with my Beauzy laughing at me in the wings.

WTF was with the condom? Wow... Mike and Beau blew up a condom... and then they were waving it around. Ohh, strange theater kids.

My baby was sick tonight. He had to lie down because he was dizzy. I was/am worried about him. He is so amazing. I love him... a lot. How did I get so lucky? Seriously... he is incredible.

I love you, Beau Robert Bailey.
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    What You Own- Rent